My Life is Over

Nine months of pregnancy behind me. Two bouts of bed rest and a very puffy body were all coming to an end, and quickly. The night before I went in to be induced I had a complete panic attack. My life was going to be over. How will I come home from work and nap or just lie on the couch to watch t.v. Will I be able to run to the mall to get something or even go to family dinners or get a manicure? Each person I told kept saying that life will be different ...but a better different. Yeah right!